Hi.. That’s me,Lauren. I tend to not give a fuck what other people think of me, but if something is said that I really don’t like it hits me hard.. I’ve had a rough past dealing with self esteem, depression and personal issues. But these challenges have made me who I am today and have made me ten times stronger. Judge me all you want, I promise you you can’t break me. I’ve been through hell and back trying to find myself, everything I’ve been through has made me who I am today and I’m proud of that.
To guys like this.. FUCK YOU. You wouldn’t know a “good guy” if it hit you in the face.
I’m not necessarily comfortable posting a response to it because it is very personal, and I don’t want anything going around because of it. Can you inbox me privately with your name, not anonymously? I’d be happy to help. I just don’t want anything to come of it because it is a very serious topic. I’ll message you back for sure though. I’m willing to help.
It’s probably the wrong time to tell you this, but, well, maybe it’s the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us now. I can’t even begin to explain our relationship. You probably can’t either, but I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I’ll always be here for you. All you have to do is ask.
Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do the impossible–controlling that which we cannot–and instead, focus on what is possible.
I don’t hate you because you left. I hate you because you pretended that you wouldn’t.
